nightcreeper

Something doesn't feel right. So iv been lieing to myself. I didn't train in my fighting classes for yhree months thinking ill start in California but then my work schedule is now prohibiting me to as well here. How am I kidding I started drinking soda again. Eating junk food. And can't run w out getting sore. Fml! I'm getting a membership tonight and gonna punish myself for being a tubby fat ass. I went from this strong fighting machine to a whimp. I was watching the expendables last night and I was so mad at myself grrrr. And then my friends who used to not even work out and started after watching me and now I'm at the other end. I'm so disappointed. I'm a fatty right now. Not too cute