nightcreeper

so iv got a ton of ideas for my themes. i have a friend whose willing to take pics and a girl whos willing to try it w me so i dont get too nervous. they were so sweet when i told them about sg and they ASKED ME if i wanted a portfolio. this is when i saw it could really happen. amazing how dreams can come true one step at a time. me haveing a gazillion wild dreams i never really know where ill end up in life. but i really just want to do this photoshoot thing. for me i have one goal and i focus on what im doing NOW. that means i saw that i could be an sg but i really focus on what i can do now. and i can do a photoshoot. thats how most of my dreams go. who knows if ill reach my dreams but ill be some where i know it. right now i have so many goals i could be anywhere in the future. ive thought of a ton of themes. i hope i really look great in my pics. im not that photogenic at different angles. iv been told im not photogenic. i just hope the photos capture an elegant personality along w adventure. i dont want sluttyness. thats all i care about now but i cant wait to go at it and who knows if this is for me or not but its gonna be fun to say i had a chance to do a photoshoot. and possibly have a portfolio???