So my forth started ok, then I got pissed, then was cool, then became weird. Got pissed because the friend that I was originally go with decided to go off with her friends and lost her, but that's another story. Got to hang with a friend that I haven't seen in about a year and a half. And to top off the night walking home from the extravaganza I saw my high school sweet heart. Of all people to see she was the last person I thought I'd ever see again. But there she was 3 feet away from me. It looked like I'd seen a ghost, so much emotion surged back in I thought I was going to cry. I hadn't seen her in about 4 or 5 years and there she was... the girl of all girls. The reason why I moved to Boston the person that changed me and the way I see any relationship, and there she was... I asked her what she was doing here and she said I live here, pointing to the building behind me. And said that she's been in the fenway for about 2 years now. So the entire time I've been there I've never her seen her until that night. And when I told her where I work she said her roommate works there, which started to really freak me out more so than I already was. This girl was everything to me and all I wanted to tell her that I'm sorry for every stupid thing I ever did and thank you for saving me from my self. I've known this girl for about 10 years now, and she knows more about me than anyone, she knows why I'm so fucked in the head, she knows things no one will ever know. Our history runs so deep it's transformed me to what I am now.And there she was 3 feet away. I called a friend last night and she suggested that if I still have these feelings of guilt then I should try and talk to her and say what's on my mind which I think I will do I just need to straighten my head and think of what I'm going to say. So between that and other people in my life I'm being sucked in this whirlpool of not so pleasant emotion and I just want to crawl into a cave and never come out.
Random Jorge fact: The girl that I speak of is the girl I asked to go to the prom after knowing her for a day, if that. We just kept talking how exciting it was to go and we just started having feelings for each other. This is the edited version, you're gonna have to ask if you want to know the rest.
Random Jorge fact: The girl that I speak of is the girl I asked to go to the prom after knowing her for a day, if that. We just kept talking how exciting it was to go and we just started having feelings for each other. This is the edited version, you're gonna have to ask if you want to know the rest.