nevabelle

im lonely

this is going to sound very.. idunnoish

but whatever

i feel like no one really cares about me past what i can give them
i mean i have some great friends that i love to death
but everyone has someone that they care about
just a litttttle bit more
and someone that they go to their room to hang out with till they fall asleep

and its not that i couldnt find someone to come to bed with me if i wanted to

i guess i just wish i didnt make friends based solely on doing drugs
at parties
or guys who want to sleep with me.