neon_vomit

I wanted to make a note on something, but now I forget what it is. Perhaps the problem is my head is just over loaded with life's unanswered questions I just do not know where to start.

Pardon the random, in no particular order thoughts:

Some people love them, some people embrace them, I on the other hand hate when you reach a point in your life where you must change something. Thank goodness for my vivid and reliable imagination which allows me to tell myself that I am happy. I just hope when it comes time to sort this mess out it isn't too late.

Can I wait three years to give myself "me" time, to give myself time to travel, to discover who I really am? can I really wait that long or will I go crazy?

Am I too young to have baby fever? They're just so damn cute and cuddly, and I know I'd be a good mom.

Why does Murphy's law apply to EVERYTHING in my life?

I need friends. I wish I had friends like I used to..I mean, I wish I didn't because they were bad friends, reason why they arent my friends no longer. But I supose I enjoyed the support system, the invites to go out etc. Am I being too picky? Im just realizing people are so..I dont know the word, but am I really that big of geek? Seems like everyone is too good for me...so much infact I wonder if im too good for them?
Sometimes I cant decide whether its their fault, or mine.

Thats all i have for now...if something else pops into my head i'll edit it in.