social interaction with other people is highly overrated, keepign to yourself is the way i like it but none the less i m trying to work past that and actually be social , hanging out with Kasara and others have helped with that

*offers his comapany keeping skills to you* i d be more than happy to help keep you company

my 20th sucked....went to the owl, and didn't do much

got free drinks tho

hmmmm...calgary strippers! a great way to bring in one's 20th birthday.

i didn't do anything quite that entertaining for my 20th, but i can live vicariously through other people, right?

i've always been a bit of a loner. meeting new people scares me to death (hence the quietness with respect to people i barely knew at the SG drink night...), and i often have problems keeping the friends i have. sometimes i just draw back into myself, and it's not healthy. so i try to be more outgoing...but it's so easy just to keep myself (and my guy) company. i share your pain.

mmmm...pasta...i love pasta...and paska...but we've never made it orange-flavoured. that's interesting. i must try this orange-flavoured paska.

hope your upcoming week goes well sweetie. btw, i like your pictures

orange zest...interesting. i must try.

i would offer my photo-taking skills, but:
a) they're nowhere near 'semi-professional' at the moment.
b) i would find it difficult to take pictures of someone i find awfully attractive.

i would find it much easier to distance myself from a subject i found unattractive...also much easier to prevent myself from pinning them down to the bed and molesting them in a good good way.

I find it much easier to take photo's of something you like or are passionate about. so therefore i think it would be much easier to take pictures of someone i found beautiful than someone i found repulsive.

though the temptation of naughty things happening would be greater too, i think it would be a risk i'd be willing to take. that's why it's going to be so hard when i take pics of Maclay... she's just so adorable!

i agree. she is little. i hardly ever find someone who is around my hight or even smaller. i don't know if i'd break her... maybe i'll get to find out

so, ya. i would totally love to photograph you if you want me too. i haven't done portraites since i was in the studio, but i'm sure i'll manage. i'm getting my dream camera in about six months (by the end of the year for sure), but i have other cameras i can borrow till the super camera is affordable. we could even shoot a demo set with the other camera within the next six months and do a better one b4 the end of the year, or something, or whatever. it's up to you.

drop me a line and tell me what you think. if you have some ideas about poses and location and such i'd like to hear those too.

Sheesh, you sound just like me... its a scary thought. That whole social anxiety thing, Angelus knows, I am pretty bad at talking to new people. Hell, even people I have known forever I have hard time speaking to. Large groups? Good luck unless I know everyone ( or have someone I know that hates me, and then I just pick on him > ). My 20th was pretty bad actually ( ended up having car problems, no one remembered, a friend of mine burnt his knuckles at work ), so ... party like there's no tomorrow. That, or ... murderous rampage?

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Cut your hair? Isn't that a bit drastic? I mean... think of how the hair feels. Come to think about it, I should hobble around to my local hair palour and get it cut, it is getting fairly long and puffy...

I sure hope you aren't getting it colored too...

i think that would definatly scare away other girls from your boy...

though it might do it by distracting them from him with your sexiness. then they'd come after you instead! whadda ya think?

so, ya. write some stuff down and we'll talk again about pics sometime.

OMG those pics. When can we get hitched? Canada is not that far, I can make it by tomorrow!
So lovely it makes me dream.

Well then it may take a day or two longer to get there but it would be worth the drive!

LOL..."a dumb calf"...that's hilarious. Thanks for that. I'll have to incorporate it somehow...yup, I've still not handed it in...2 days late now...UGGGH!
I much prefer one on one or my own company too (esp when I travel)...but that's by choice. I'm not one for big groups either. I've come to terms with that too...
Oh boy...there's SO much trouble you can get into on the big 2-0. Hope you have a blast...might want to put a few bucks away for bail now. Cheers.