find me where i will aways be, with my friends in a place where we feel most comfortable. i love my life. i do what i know how to do best, work. my day starts with the birds and ends when i am done with all my tasks. no matter how late i am up i am sure to be up with the birds the next day. sitting at the bar right now doing homework tossing back a few because its the only place where i can find peace. peace in the middle of chaos. not wanting to go home to the chaos there because its chaos i dont have the energy to face. tomorrow it will be there waiting for me. no solutions to those problems but always working on them. VACATION... where are you? not this year and doesnt look like we will be linking up next year. i want a vacation that will bring me back to a balance point and take away all the stresses in my life. i will wish for alot but i only ask for peace. none of this makes sense to me. so if it doesnt make sense to you dont worry. im just pouring it out because im done....