I broke up with him for good this morning.
And it really is for good because the things he said to me once i'd told him i wanted to break up will stop me ever even talking to him again.
He said i must want to become a slut like most other girls, and he hopes that i go out and get raped.
Yes. Nice.
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I'm hurting so fucking much. Why do i have to go through this pain. I feel so alone. This is killing me. Even though i know it would never have worked this pain is still destroying me.
I know it will get easier, but why does it have to hurt like this.
And it really is for good because the things he said to me once i'd told him i wanted to break up will stop me ever even talking to him again.
He said i must want to become a slut like most other girls, and he hopes that i go out and get raped.
Yes. Nice.
*Edited to say:*
I'm hurting so fucking much. Why do i have to go through this pain. I feel so alone. This is killing me. Even though i know it would never have worked this pain is still destroying me.
I know it will get easier, but why does it have to hurt like this.
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call up a close friend and go and get pissed and bag his arse out or if you have some of his stuff then have a little bon fire in the back yard I find that always helps.
you know what they say, be sad, get mad, get even, get over it, move on.
[Edited on Nov 27, 2005 11:05PM]
I know that this is little consolation to you right now but I think that you are a very beautiful lady, inside and out. And particularly with your outside beauty, when you are ready you will have to beat the guys off with a stick. Of that I have no doubt.
Until that time, take your time to heal. Try to love just yourself right now. You are hurting right now. You are hurting because you took the risk to invest your emotions in another person. This time that risk didn't pay off. But you did it for the possible reward, the great reward of having someone to share your life with. And as you know, you can't get the reward without the risk.
Of course, I don't know your man at all and you yourself very well. But as it seemed to me, he was extremely passive-aggressive and somewhat insecure. He then let all of that manifest itself in a very ugly, unacceptable way.
You don't need that in your life. You CAN do better.
Lots of cyber-love to you!!!!