New Blog (obviously...) 
Good news with my stalker who lives down below, haven't heard from her for about a week... thank god! I have been chatting to one of her hot friends though, via sms and when she comes to visit the stalker... probably not the best idea, but she is a nurse! LOL
I had a realization on the weekend, you know when you've had to much to drink and your lying awake when your crashing on a friends couch and you start thinking...?
Well I realized that I've never lived 'in the moment' as much as I should have. As a result I've learnt nothing from the uni course that I've been studying for the last 3 years, I've passed and everything but probably haven't got as much out of it as I could. Mainly because I never attended classes or when I did I've been thinking about other things.
So I've decided to 'live in the moment' more, tell people what I think of them, like when you think, yeah I should tell my sister how proud I am of her... etc. Or I should ask that person how their interest is going, instead of just thinking it. You know what I mean? We have today (for sure), and there may not always be 'tomorrow', so make the most of it, and don't hold back.
Makes you think of times when you should have gone back and asked that person out, or whatever, but you can only change your future.
Anyway, so when I was 'living in the moment' at work it occurred to me that they are a bunch of back stabbing a-holes. They forget that you can hear them in the next isle. They are all so false, and even as a part time job I can't stand working there anymore. The worst bit is, you start doing the same and don't realize it, you become who you surround yourself with.... and I've had enough of them.
So now I'm looking for a new job... I want something that will relate to my upcoming site. I love erotica, the idea of turning people on, what makes people tick, the hidden desires, relationships... it all seems so much more exciting then working in an office or having a 'normal' job. It's intriguing to learn the stuff that isn't so um, day-to-day, you know what I mean?
You probably do or you wouldn't be on SG girls...
But some people are still a bit funny about sexual stuff, like even SG girls. But I just don't care anymore, not in a rebellious way, but more in the fact that I want to do whatever interests me, and frankly most people are too involved in their own thing anyway. So you should just do what you love.
Anyway so I'm trying to find a job that will some how relate to that. Ideas?
Hope your all going well! I'm off to deviantart.com to find some new art for my place.
talk soon,
Benn
ps- check out Ricky Gervais' blog http://www.rickygervais.com/thissideofthetruth.php it's somewhat amusing, I've you've never seen his stand up check out his Dvds Politics, Animals and extras. I think Poltics is the best one!
Good news with my stalker who lives down below, haven't heard from her for about a week... thank god! I have been chatting to one of her hot friends though, via sms and when she comes to visit the stalker... probably not the best idea, but she is a nurse! LOL
I had a realization on the weekend, you know when you've had to much to drink and your lying awake when your crashing on a friends couch and you start thinking...?
Well I realized that I've never lived 'in the moment' as much as I should have. As a result I've learnt nothing from the uni course that I've been studying for the last 3 years, I've passed and everything but probably haven't got as much out of it as I could. Mainly because I never attended classes or when I did I've been thinking about other things.
So I've decided to 'live in the moment' more, tell people what I think of them, like when you think, yeah I should tell my sister how proud I am of her... etc. Or I should ask that person how their interest is going, instead of just thinking it. You know what I mean? We have today (for sure), and there may not always be 'tomorrow', so make the most of it, and don't hold back.
Makes you think of times when you should have gone back and asked that person out, or whatever, but you can only change your future.
Anyway, so when I was 'living in the moment' at work it occurred to me that they are a bunch of back stabbing a-holes. They forget that you can hear them in the next isle. They are all so false, and even as a part time job I can't stand working there anymore. The worst bit is, you start doing the same and don't realize it, you become who you surround yourself with.... and I've had enough of them.
So now I'm looking for a new job... I want something that will relate to my upcoming site. I love erotica, the idea of turning people on, what makes people tick, the hidden desires, relationships... it all seems so much more exciting then working in an office or having a 'normal' job. It's intriguing to learn the stuff that isn't so um, day-to-day, you know what I mean?
You probably do or you wouldn't be on SG girls...
But some people are still a bit funny about sexual stuff, like even SG girls. But I just don't care anymore, not in a rebellious way, but more in the fact that I want to do whatever interests me, and frankly most people are too involved in their own thing anyway. So you should just do what you love.
Anyway so I'm trying to find a job that will some how relate to that. Ideas?
Hope your all going well! I'm off to deviantart.com to find some new art for my place.
talk soon,
Benn
ps- check out Ricky Gervais' blog http://www.rickygervais.com/thissideofthetruth.php it's somewhat amusing, I've you've never seen his stand up check out his Dvds Politics, Animals and extras. I think Poltics is the best one!
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It is worth it, though. So, I hope you get a job where the office politics aren't so terrible.
love you!!