Okay, now that I found my way back to my journal.....as I was saying in my comment posted to myself.....I love a boy...but I'm still looking for some sexy girls to flirt with and maybe more.... 
and I want my ex to stop venting about me on SG and just move on and be happy dammit! I would like to be friends with him but he won't have that.....nooooo...so what can a girl do? A girl can apparently talk to herself online by way of SG....okay...so, last night had another wonderful chat with my new serial killer research buddy...you know who you are mister....at the diner in Newark. I'll tell you when the two of us get together to talk it's like trying to follow a schizophrenic T.V. show if you happen to be on the sidelines trying to listen. Tomorrow night I'm supposed to be truckin down to Baltimore with my new LARP clan from the philly game. Should be lots of shits and giggles. Newest dilemma: to tell psuedo-boyfriend from Media that I don't want to be his psuedo-girlfriend anymore...and I was told last night by friends while contemplating my dilemma that I have problems with confrontation and need to grow some balls and just tell him the deal. Well I never! Excuse me...but I think anyone who knows me can attest to the fact that I happen to have huge balls...in fact sometimes they are too big for my own good...they have gotten me in trouble in the past and lets just say I'm trying to be a better person these days....and I don't like hurting people (emotionally), which should be an admirable quality....so sue me if I'm avoiding riping this guys day to shit by telling him it's not going to happen between us. On to a totally different dilemma: to go back to working on my PhD in criminology or leave the field of psychology and become an aesthetician.....hmm...more on that later...I'm going to go help my son with breakfast now....
and I want my ex to stop venting about me on SG and just move on and be happy dammit! I would like to be friends with him but he won't have that.....nooooo...so what can a girl do? A girl can apparently talk to herself online by way of SG....okay...so, last night had another wonderful chat with my new serial killer research buddy...you know who you are mister....at the diner in Newark. I'll tell you when the two of us get together to talk it's like trying to follow a schizophrenic T.V. show if you happen to be on the sidelines trying to listen. Tomorrow night I'm supposed to be truckin down to Baltimore with my new LARP clan from the philly game. Should be lots of shits and giggles. Newest dilemma: to tell psuedo-boyfriend from Media that I don't want to be his psuedo-girlfriend anymore...and I was told last night by friends while contemplating my dilemma that I have problems with confrontation and need to grow some balls and just tell him the deal. Well I never! Excuse me...but I think anyone who knows me can attest to the fact that I happen to have huge balls...in fact sometimes they are too big for my own good...they have gotten me in trouble in the past and lets just say I'm trying to be a better person these days....and I don't like hurting people (emotionally), which should be an admirable quality....so sue me if I'm avoiding riping this guys day to shit by telling him it's not going to happen between us. On to a totally different dilemma: to go back to working on my PhD in criminology or leave the field of psychology and become an aesthetician.....hmm...more on that later...I'm going to go help my son with breakfast now....