Ever since I can remember I've never been happy with my appearance. I've always been the short, fat, ugly, spotty friend. All my friends were so beautiful in my eyes and I felt like an ogre next to them. There were days that I'd get so down about how I looked. I even got told I looked like a boy when I was about 11! Then when I started going out with my boyfriend I decided to try and take some sexy pictures for him and some of them reminded me of something I'd see on the internet and I always wanted to upload them on my tumblr blog to see what sort of feedback I'd get off people but I never had the guts!! Till one day I finally uploaded one of my favourite pictures..
the comments I got were so amazing and the feeling of confidence I got was amazing! I decided to upload more and more feeling more confident each time. That's when I decided to sign up for suicide girls, I thought 'What have I got to lose! They probably won't accept me' but they diiiiiid!! Now I'm so excited to go on this journey and hope to meet some amazing people on the way!
