aawwww... That's touching.
Happy B-Day, little one!.
Dude, I love that movie. Cracks me up every time I see it. I've been doing laundry for 3 hours now, one load, never dries.... Dryer is old and crappy... Getting sleepy, must go to bed sooooooooon...........
Hope you had fun on the beach.
Did you do the right thing?~ Um~ you totally did what you thought was in her best interest. School is so freaking important. Saying goodbye to all her friends n stuff is important.
The owner of the house we use to rent- totally wants us to move into another one of his houses when we get back to Portland. Thing is~ this house is not in the ame area as the other one was. He is offereing us all kinds of crazy ass shit. I mean- he's even offereing us two movie tickets every month for a year. ~Who does that? Our daughter wants to go to her old school. N~ we think that even if we move into that house- we'll have to drive them across town to their old school. I'm not a f*ing morning person. I would do it for my kids though.
It's what we do~ even if it hurts us~ like leaving her there hurt you.~ You thought it was right for her. IF LOVING OUR KIDS IS WRONG~ I DONT WANT TO BE RIGHT. cheesy?
Full on Cheesy grin
Happy B-day Brianna!
I was gonna name my son that. (but he was a boy!)
Take the B and add an A and you've got my daughters name.
Oh yeah- just one in in her name though.
If my son had been a girl- that woulda been totally cute-
Ari and Bri.
I love that name.
Love you GIRL!
Hang in there.
[Edited to say~ what you did for your daughter was WAY more of a SELF SACRAFICE than me having to wake up in the mornings and take my kids to school.~ You are a good mom!~quit beating yourself up!]
Me giving that house up would be kinda of tough though~ HOLD ME!
Sorry that I haven't been on more often. Im a month late for a writing deadline and I have been trying to be good and get alot of work done. This Sunday is the end of the road deadline.
Anyway I feel you. I don't have kids and have never been married but I understand the need to be there for the ones you love.
I have never been their when a friend had a babby - I move around alot and it just hasen't happened. I can only immagine what its like. My sister is a hard partying wild girl and I don't see her ever having kids. I sometimes want to . . . BG says she never wants kids, but every once in a while she has an attack of maternal instinct. I think she would be a reluctantly excellent mom.
I have an idea. When she comes to town throw a surprise party for her - just something small but nice. Or take her out some place where she can wear her faveorite outfit.
I have to go. I hate being corney in these things but heres a hug.
Take it light,
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Specials Mylf Edition Taoist Thought of the Day: Let go of everything you can to make room for more love.
Ahhh! She's cute and have my little girl away with nana leaves me sad and I miss her even though I need a break from her and she needed to get out of the house too.
She started pre school and she loves it!!!!
It makes Anne and I very happy! We are so proud that she is doing very well in pre school.
I'd rather just buy our own place upon returning. I know we are gonna knock out a grip of bills but we probably wont buy a house for another year or so. I figured out through numerology that this was the optimal year to buy a place but I don't think thats feesable. I told Sean our next best chance to buy would be in four years and he thinks that NUTTS.
I guess I do put alot of thought into devination. Maybe he's right? Maybe we can buy a house during a disruptive year. ???
AnyWAY~ YEAH~ I don't know where we'll move. I kinda do n I kinda dont want that house. I just don't really want to be that far away from their school~ either way. Not just for sleeping in.
Seans looking online at houses right now.
He just told me they don't want him to go back until mid~May.
He told me this on the phone about an hour ago.
I guess we can hold off on looking for a place for awhile.
I should stay here with him. I guess?
I might go back a little early just to hang out with my sister.
Anyway~ how you holdin up? My shit seems pretty petty compared to your stuff.
I have been kinda depressed a bit lately though. I haven't wanted to mention it in my journal. (don't comment in my journal about it~ PLEASE )
I think maybe I should be PROACTIVE about my freaking depression though and do something about it. It's only been since last Saturday. (I had WAY too much to drink that night) Sean and Val think it might have something to do with the booze. Booze does affect me like this sometimes~ thats why I hardly ever drank that much in the states. (that n the fact that I was on anti-depressants most the time) Maybe I'll join the depression group. *shrugs* I'm just a bit blue ~ I'll get over it. It's totally chemical. I don't really have ANY reason to be depressed, really. My chemestry is really OFF right now. BIGTIME. Even my body odor is a bit wierd. Not completely totally fowl~ just wierd.
So, I should get the cards before pitchers and catchers report....sweet....that means I can love you for a day or two before you become a bitter sworn enemy!
Maybe I'm a day or two late, but I did read the whole thing. I hope you wished her a big happy birthday from all of your porn friends.
So, I have been having so much fun at work lately. There are a couple Packer and Eagle fans there and I keep asking them how their teams did in the Super Bowl.
Thought you should know....I can go back to loving you round about the end of July when the Braves are mathematically out of contention for a playoff spot....
Got them today...thanks. They are both different than the one that my Aunt had sent me. I'm thinking once I get some extra money I am going to get them framed. A friend of mine works at a framing store here so I should be able to take the three cards in and turn them into one cool picture.
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~ I'll get over it. It's totally chemical. I don't really have ANY reason to be depressed, really. My chemestry is really OFF right now. BIGTIME. Even my body odor is a bit wierd. Not completely totally fowl~ just wierd.
Happy B-Day, little one!.
Dude, I love that movie. Cracks me up every time I see it. I've been doing laundry for 3 hours now, one load, never dries.... Dryer is old and crappy... Getting sleepy, must go to bed sooooooooon...........
Hope you had fun on the beach.