its just depressing.
im feeling the same.
glad i have a roof over my head, and wishing i had more to give.

its never to late to change something.

thats not a suggestion or a passage of judgment...i feel that way too. just an observation.

If I could have found a 2 or 3 bed in my price range, I would have bought it and let the room out to someone cool who needed it. But I only found a one bed.

Nothing is completely useless. I do find myself waking up and asking what the point of it all is though.

Have you suggested that your hosts take in a couple of boarders or exchange students?

if that's how you feel, you should find ways to be useful. i wish i could give you better advice than that, but you're the only one who can really do that. I dunno, try a new hobby, or looking for a career type job. got long term goals?

i dunno, i'm all about doing stuff.

I am not going to let you two become the mutual commiseration society. Either make something lousy happen to me, or get back on the damn Shuttle!