It's good that you're there though. I was talking with Mari a few nights ago about how I hadn't really bonded with anyone since I've been here, ya know? Like, we've all been hanging out, sure, that's good and all. But I still haven't made that one best friend, not yet anyway.
That's my problem, I'm not selective enough when it comes to something sexual happening, but then to just hang out or be with me more than sexually, I'm way too picky. I feel as though I can't spend my time with someone I don't want to be with, I view it as wasting time almost, that's bad, isn't it?
Eh, well, I'm going to try to stop myself. I'd love to have something more than just a mouth on my penis or my hand down a girls pants the first night I meet her.
