musim

Perspective. How can we have so much perspective on the world and have so little of ourselves? I suppose it has to do with vision. Seeing imaginary lines around all the people we know, plucking one and showing it to them. All the while we forget which lines we exclude ourselves from and which lines we include ourselves in. Course I'm using the word we, I can't really speak for anyone else but me. I've really let my perspective destroy my confidence in a lot of areas.

"Now you feel like number one. Shining bright for everyone. Living out your fantasy. The brightest star for all to see."

How envious I am of that line because I'm stuck in the training for my fantasy phase. Which is also frustrating since learning is never going to end. So I need to make both work together.

I also need to find time to visit my friend William. I talked to him for the first time in years a few months ago. Now I just need to fly down there for a weekend and hang out with him. I say fly because I'm pretty sure driving would be just as expensive. He lives in Atlanta.

I want to travel and see new things. Broaden my mind with unimaginable sights and sounds.