As much as I am sad to see you go from the site, a recharge is important to feeling right in your own skin and distance is a great way to avoid negativity--just don't be around it.
As for fighting back, good for you. I'm in your corner and have your back. Always.
hey ... well done with the work on the computer! ! You're a clever fishey and no mistake :o)
... as for the otehr stuff that must be happening yoou keep in touch sweetie :o)
glad you figured out the tech part of things. see, computers aren't that scary really!
as for not smoking....I know people who said that their sense of smell and taste got better.....remember, taste is really based on smell and cigarette smoke can affect that!
as for taking time, I'll be waiting. I have boxing gear....I'll survive!
Love you 
linkie