Thank you to all read and posted on my last blog sorry to be such a downer. But today is a new day so I need to get things in order so that I can one day have the things I want. I have been very over welmed lately with not making enough money I am not breaking even at this point. So I now have a plan and have set goals for my self it is time to put them into action. After last night crying to a friend at midnight he helped me see things differently and he helped me relize what I need to do.
I need to grow my business so I have set goals and come up with 3 different ideals for marketing my self. I have also always been over weight and I have started hiding behind that it even effects my job because I shy away of going out and passing out flyer and things like that. So I have set my goals for that as well.
As far as the things that I have no control over such as meeting friend from sg that live to far to get to in less then a day. I can try and work on making it as easy as I can to meet them but I have no control over that. There is one more thing that I truly want but cant have at this time that is a baby. I want to start my family but I am not sure that I will beable to have childern at this piont and my weight does play a part of that. Plus having a home before we have kids would be nice too.
So that is how I feel about so many things that no one is going to care about haha. Oh yeah just so u know I have no finger prints they have tryed to take them 4 times now hmmm well I can always rob banks haha jk.
I need to grow my business so I have set goals and come up with 3 different ideals for marketing my self. I have also always been over weight and I have started hiding behind that it even effects my job because I shy away of going out and passing out flyer and things like that. So I have set my goals for that as well.
As far as the things that I have no control over such as meeting friend from sg that live to far to get to in less then a day. I can try and work on making it as easy as I can to meet them but I have no control over that. There is one more thing that I truly want but cant have at this time that is a baby. I want to start my family but I am not sure that I will beable to have childern at this piont and my weight does play a part of that. Plus having a home before we have kids would be nice too.
So that is how I feel about so many things that no one is going to care about haha. Oh yeah just so u know I have no finger prints they have tryed to take them 4 times now hmmm well I can always rob banks haha jk.
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shellbell:
Hope things go well for ya. Have fun being in cat mode today 
deadboy:
Hang in there and don't give up on your dreams. And you have no reason to be shy.You are such a beautiful , desireable, sexy woman! Get out there and show the world that size 2's haven't cornered the market on gorgeous. You are beautiful inside and out. That is one lucky husband, and I'm sure he knows it. 