mrsfulks

I havent been able to spend as much time as I like on this site working two jobs have left little free time. So an update for all of u that are kind enough to read my blog. My grandma had to have a lump in her breast reoved lucky it isnt cancer.

My baby brother (who is 5'11) is going to be turning 16 next mouth wow how the time has gone by. His parents spilt up when he was just one it feel on me to wake up with him at night and to care for him when dad was dating someone. I love that kid more then life its self, he is the most well rounded person I know. I make me sad to see him grow up so fast but at the same time I am so proud of him for all he has done. And he doesnt think I am uncool yet and still likes hanging out with me.

I am going on a cruise next mouth to mexico with my mother, grandmother, aunt and her daughter. I have never been away from my hubby for that long well I havent spend more then two nights. I know things will be fine.

One of my good friends from this site is leaving for tranning for the next two mouth we talk ever for hours ever day he has become a large part of my life. We have had a few chances to me but things have never worked out it makes me very sad at time to not be able to give him a hug or to feel his arms around me. I have been feeling very selfish lately and wanting to spend what time I have with him to chat. I get jealose of the friends he has that get to spend time with him to be in his world. Our friendship is very strange and people dont always understand it although my hubby trys and I love him for it.

I havent been sleeping very well do to very weird dream. In one I am petting a baby moose and more scary ones were snaked are all over me. I am so afaid of snakes it isnt even funny I wake up so freaked out.