Perhaps it's the deluge of pron demands made by those depressed and short of funds due to the recession. I think the government should look at making free porn availabe to all for the duration. Or just fill all of our inboxes with raunchy shots of you
Merry Xmas Beautiful.
Do you remember when the last time you were that wide-eyed and care free were? It was a looooong time ago for me. I think the closest I get that exhilirated and excited these days is during sex...
My comparison of Xmas and sex is because I feel they share many similar traits; excitement, anticipation, the unknown -they are just expressed in VERY different ways!
I can appreciate where you are coming from on the viewpoint of sex. I too have always had a fear of making someone pregnant, which is why I have only ever had unprotected sex once. I also felt very uncomfortable with myself and as I have come to terms with that more and more, I have opened up sexually more and more too. Both of us should be open sexually - we are both fuckin' hot!
I think I can also understand where you are coming from in terms of your current relationship. I truly believe that different people can fulfilldifferent roles in a persons life. It sounds like your hubby can touch you far deeper emotionally and romantically than any other man can. I think that's beautiful. I am a big believer of sexual freedoms so you will never hear me speak against open relationships. I think you have a wonderful and very mature mindset.
I have been 'the other guy' in an open relationship so I understand how it works, the boundaries etc. I actually enjoyed it a lot and it worked for me and for them too so that was cool.
