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Thursday Feb 09, 2006

Feb 9, 2006
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A friend of mine was asking whether or not I was still feeling like broccoli. I said I wasn't because I think I had figured out why I was feeling that way:


Yes. I have a whole theory about the broccoli-syndrome.
I think it has a lot to do with the smut-store. I think I was just surrounded women being portrayed at "sluts" and "whores" long enough that some of that rubbed off on me. That I just felt like a whore of some variety, even though I had no reason to...

I think another part of that is that I was pursuing a guy I liked who was becoming a good friend of mine but he didn't want to date me. He left over x-mas to go visit family and when he came back a few weeks later I talked to him and he seemed like he'd rather be sawing off his big toe with a rusty spoon... then he let me go, cuz he had to phone his GIRLFRIEND back home... mad
3 weeks! And he comes back with a GF?
And I was friends with him for 8 months and treated him like gold, and now I just feel used. (i.e. - the broccoli)



I really did feel used. Still sort of do when I think about it.
I feel as though I gave this guy everything. free board when he came into town, introduced him to all my friends, hung out with him all the time (and probably some times I should have been doing homework whatever ) and at the first sign of another girl showing interest Im dumped like a hot potato! What is up with that? Really now.
I guess I know who my real friends are. Which is a shame but everyone had to make their own decisions in life, and it looks like he's made his!

Its always sad when friendships end.
But I know it's for the better.
I hope he's happy whatever he's doing.
I know Ill be happy even without him. biggrin

/rant


much love all!
kiss kiss

VIEW 19 of 19 COMMENTS
miyu:
Hang in there. Feelings are complicated things, sometimes they make decisions hard when they are not. I know how you feel in the "used" department. It's a dark pit. Try to look up and see it as you did your best as a friend and hoped for more but it didn't work out that way. Just know that sharing and giving are not bad things. We just have to be careful who we give and share to.
Feb 11, 2006
clicheguevara:
haha, thanks for the birthday wishes
and I'm no longer bald (as of last night)
someone shaved my head, so I kinda look like a jarhead now, hahaa

I'm gonna have the mad, House Party 2 flat top going
Feb 12, 2006

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