misterjesus

let's resume shall we -



Weeks passed, my mind was not on track and I became very insular,

after a few discussions with my wife, we decided that we should go get some relationship guidance.

We went to one session, it was ok so I thought.

two days later I came home from work to find this note,

"DXXXXX,

I think maybe we should spend some time apart, I am not sure how I feel about you anymore and I need some space to work things out

I'm sorry

EXXX"

The world stopped, I'd made the effort, I wanted to love her, I did everything I could to try to make things good between us, I'd been working hard to put some money in the bank for us to get a new set of lounge furniture like she said she wanted, I could'nt understand this at all.

I sat in the kitchen, looking at my phone.

I'd not thought about the girl for a while now, it would be so easy to call her now, just to say hi, maybe to make myself feel better.

I did'nt call her in the end.

I sat, two maybe three hours passed.

My wife came home, the house was dark as I had forgotten to turn any lights on.

"What the hell are you doing?" She was furious, in a white hot rage, everything about her was throbbing with anger

"I, I don't understand, what does this mean?" I was spitting words like I did'nt really know what they meant.

"It means you get your shit and get out" EXXX was really screaming at me now, words like bullets piercing me with every breath she stopped to take just so she could summon more force to start again

"oh, ok, where should i go?"

she replied in a low almost growl

"I don't really care, just leave"

I went to a hotel, for the next two weeks I went to work as normal, went back to the hotel and did'nt think much about anything.

I was running out of things to wear so I needed to go back to my house,

so I did, the one day I'll never forget as long as I live,

it was a thursday night, about 8, as I opened the door, something felt odd, the house was dark but her car was outside.

Then I heard it. she was having sex with somebody, no doubt about it.

I left without a word.




we never spoke again without a lawyer being involved.