Dude, that well and truly sucks!
I'm not all that fond of women who do that sort of shit to a guy. i'm almost certain that you're not alone in your hatred of the ex - I'm really not sure what women want at any one time. It has to change every few weeks, it's bloody ridiculous that she couldn't have been straight with you from the outset.
Can't live with 'em, but can't really live without 'em - thats why we're here aint it!
Something tells me that a female psychology course would be a worthwhile investment for any man - just a thought.
Feel better dude.
*reposted from your may 13th journal*
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"ratbug said on May 13, 2004 04:17 PM
hey man, i know we dont swap journal post often, but id like you to know that youre on of my most appreciated SG friends. i see myself in you when i read your journals and threads about how shitty things have gotten in the past. ive felt that same shit you have and have experienced the same shit you have. my hearts been broken, and sometimes i feel that my spirit has too. ive lost people who i thought i couldnt live without and ive dug more than one knife out of my back...and my heart. ive plummeted into the darkest pits of depression have narrowly escaped and early end to my life. when i read your journals, i see someone who i can relate too, not one who has no clue what im goin through but still insists that everythings gonna be ok. ive seen you faced with, and time after time conquer, these agonizing and bitter times in your life. you give me hope and and the strength to persevere. thank you."
i reposted this because i wanted to make sure you and everyone else on this site knows how important you are to me, and anyone else that has had the honor of meeting you, wether on the site or in person. what brought this on? going to a festival today and seeing my exgirlfriend,whom i still love dearly, with her new boyfriend. its been 4 months and i my heart still hurts. i immediatly thought of you and it gave me the strength to carry on with my day without collapsing into a miserable heap. be strong MisterJesus,for you have all of us, your friends, behind you.
i used to do that.....i was to lazy to update all those lame blogs of mine.....im still lazy....and they r still lame....but i stopped with the cross posting
i don't understand why some women insist on lying instead of just coming out and saying stuff. (i guess men do it too sometimes, but to a lesser extent). here's to hoping that the next person you find to fill your lonely evenings is honest with you (for a start) and wonderful (for another start).
As for the evenings. There's a lot to be said for going to bed way early and getting up way early. Most of us never really get anything done after supper anyway. Get up early, take some exercise, perhaps a walk, be the first at work. It's better for you AND it keeps you from having night's like those describe by Philip Larkin in "Aubade." It describes that feeling so well that it is metaphysically painful and frightening. But a lot of that feeling is illusory if you're depressed. And I tend to agree with Seamus Heaney that death IS different withstood than whined at. So keep fighting the good fight, and the nights will get better too. I think a lot of times, people get isolated because they're getting depressed, but they assume incorrectly that they're getting depressed because they've been isolated. When this all blows over, and it will, your confidence and exuberance will come through and people will be drawn to you. Trust in the future, cause it's gonna be good for you. I just know it.
Exactly, that is the spirit, I recently got rejected by someone I once rejected...so I guess it was kinda payback although he DID deserve it but I figure its his loss
that is really rather rubbish, I am sorry that you feel so sad!
I'm not all that fond of women who do that sort of shit to a guy. i'm almost certain that you're not alone in your hatred of the ex - I'm really not sure what women want at any one time. It has to change every few weeks, it's bloody ridiculous that she couldn't have been straight with you from the outset.
Can't live with 'em, but can't really live without 'em - thats why we're here aint it!
Something tells me that a female psychology course would be a worthwhile investment for any man - just a thought.
Feel better dude.