may I humbly say I've admired you here as a mentor, a positive energy force, and a beautiful woman for some time. your amazing expression here today tells me my hunch did not fail and my admiration only grows.
I loved this blog. I am glad that you do only what makes you happy and furthers your personal vision! Also, you bring a great deal of beauty into our lives. Your eyes are piercing, and I love your classic beauty. Very sensual and beautiful:)
It's been tough, growing up in a religious home, but I've started feeling much like you do since I graduated high school. I'll be the first to admit that the path I'm taking is dangerous, and of course my family's not happy about that, but it's my path to walk, so I'll go where I like. But it's always uplifting when someone else is vocal about feeling the same.
It's nowhere near the kind of judgemental behaviour you get for nude modelling, but I put off self-publishing my stories, etc, for ever such a long time because of all the negativity about vanity press and all that. But when I decided to take the plunge and actually do it, it was indeed a fantastically liberating experience (and meh, I've had stuff published 'properly' it's not like I need the validation of a contract)!
A great attitude and outlook! I really appreciate you sharing it. It definitely resonated with the changes I've been making in my life. Fear can be a huge obstacle to overcome, but the enlightenment you gain by facing it makes the journey worthwhile.
Excellent blog and such a positive outlook. If someone chooses to pose nude then what's the harm. As long as it's your choice then no one gets hurt. To think you had hang ups about your body and yet hopefully soon you'll soon be an official suicide girl. I know what you mean about our own perceptions though as I amazingly didn't lose my virginity until I was 30 when I felt enough was enough and ended up paying for an escort then it turned out my worries were all in my mind. I wasn't even ugly when I look back of pictures from my youth, but I just had such low self esteem which was silly when I look back now.
