hey, them's some pretty kick-ass shoes. I seem to have been bit a little by the need-new-clothes-slash-wanna-buy-stuff-on-the-internet bug over the weekend. which is dangerous. since I have very little money. but I really wanna bust my neighbour-hoodies cherry. and ... and some of those avril shirts are pretty cool.
what?!? they are!
grr... stoopid trying to save
regarding the lust thing, ah ... well ... yeah. I'm gonna leave my answer as 'Cylons' for now. you should know, my geek levels have rissen somewhat over this weekend. and it's only saturday night. and tomorrow morning I'm seeing Spiderman. so, expect me to be in corrective shoes and think rimmed glasses by sunday night.
I'm lusting after (and in no particular order)
**This shirt from threadless.
**A boy/girl to play with.
** Rose coloured 14 hole Doc Martens with laser cut-out picture. (I want these so damn badly!)
** Gallery Serpentine underbust cincher.
** Series 4 of the Derivan Matisse Acrylic Paints!
And for the record, I've been an Avril fan since well before the Bee Gee teeth, which I'll admit are a little troubling. But you have to admit, she has pretty cool merch
And I tried to put that in a Spoiler too, but it seems that nested spoilers are a no-go... oh well. I tried.
hey my sister had those shoes in red! or she has ones that look heaps like them
actually, i'm so bad and not noticey with shoes. and names. and faces. but i recognise ppls dogs! haha. someone was walking james dog and i was like hi bundy. the girl was like uh, wha...huh..dog...you? wha...?
i don't think i had a point
It doesn't hurt at present, in fact I can actually touch my nose and it feels ok. I was following the aftercare recommended and I think it was a little too much, so I scaled it back and it felt much better :-)
Shoes of HOTNESS!! Oh, well, I have been lusting after a funky new outfit to wear to the launch on Friday and guess what? I gotsded me one!! I will now have to arrange for my boy to photograph me in the outfit and then I can post away. I think you'll love it, given your penchant for the different and odd in fashion. It's dogstar. If you haven't heard of dogstar, you should look them up... Brisbane female designer and the clothes are fabulously made!! Love them.
Anyway, yeah, integration. Well, my psychologist tells me that the first step is acknowledging how bad something was/is. I'm really bad at that. I just go: "Oh, yeah, well it was awful." I wallow for a time, then I snap out of it and say useless things like: "Well, at least I wasn't raped." and "Hey, I'm still alive." and stuff like that. Which is actually bad, because instead of accepting that what I've gone through is bad, I've relegated it to no more difficult than, say, someone throwing a drink in my face. So why be upset, because nothing bad's happened - huzzah! On with life. And then the horrible thing lurks around under the surface til it decides to burst out unawares when I'm least prepared to deal with it. And then I get angry with myself for being upset because: "It's not like I've been raped." You know? So. That's the next step. I'm very good at hiding it all, too, which is why I sometimes want the badge. I always look fine. Even when physically ill, I look fine! I've been in doctor's surgeries waiting and feeling horrific, then when I go in and my temp's taken, the doctor says: "Why on earth have you been waiting out there? You are terribly ill! You should be in hospital, but I can't send you until I've at least given you a couple of injections of antibiotics because you could fall over between now and the hospital seeing you!" And I say, well, I told the nurses I was sick. They just didn't believe me because I looked fine. ANNOYING. Even worse when it's something that doesn't have outside marks anyway... except for the scars. Which are not very nice, but then, they're on my back, so people don't really notice them unless they look. So the answer: I don't really know how to go about integrating. I'm just waiting for the psychologist to tell me/show me how.
Enough of the rambling... I must do this incredibly urgent statement and reading for a multi-million dollar litigation. It's freaking me out... and I haven't yet written melody or lyrics to our new song that I'm to sing at the launch on Friday. Yep. I'm rather terrified of everything falling apart right now...
Just checked the dogstar website and the outfit's up there. The "Brewster skirt" and the "Phoenix top" but in black. They only have the one in white up on the site. HELL YEAH!!
Urgent things call me now... must try and do them... so hard to get the motivation up... oh wait, if I don't get this done they could fire me... yep, that's got some motivation going...
You should definitely go and see Dead Letter Circus (Brisbane band) when they are playing in WA!! Which is right now!! They are fantastic live. And tell Kim (the singer) that I told you to go!!
I know what you mean about the intrusive thing. I think that's kinda why I like it. For some reason I've got a - I'm going to call it a need, cause it feels like one sometimes - a need to share my personal stuff all over the internet. So, while I've got very little to say, I figured I'd leave the blinds open and the lights on on my music listening, so to speak.
There is always that risk though that, while on a drunken, random iTunes bender, you may see some Belinda Carlisle, or maybe even Avril, flick across the top of my profile. But y'know what? I'm ok with that.
Ms. cleverthings makes a pretty convincing arguement, don't cha think? You working Saturday night at all? Fancy serving me some drinks?
what?!? they are!
grr... stoopid trying to save
regarding the lust thing, ah ... well ... yeah. I'm gonna leave my answer as 'Cylons' for now. you should know, my geek levels have rissen somewhat over this weekend. and it's only saturday night. and tomorrow morning I'm seeing Spiderman. so, expect me to be in corrective shoes and think rimmed glasses by sunday night.