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i feel awful right now. I woke up this morning and couldn't even speak. I've had a sore throat since Sunday, but now that is being paired with a migraine, and as if that weren't enough I think I might be getting an ear infection. I know that I am going to sound like a complete idiot. Vapid and vain but I almost hope that I have strep or something so that maybe it will hrt enough for me to pay attention to what I have been eating. Everything is still vegan, but that doesn't mean that I'm not having anything unhealthy. I gained five pounds last week. I was so close to my goal and now I am another 15 pounds away. Fuck.

ThanksGiving is going to be my last dark chocolate day. So I can be sXe again. I don't even really eat all tat much chocolate, but that is the only caffeine I have and I know that I can make it without any. I was just worried that Sarah might make something too chocolatey to resist for our Vegan Thanks Giving.

I am almost finished with my second piece for studio art, it is nice to finally get things done. I have until Friday to get everything turned in. I'll make it. Once I get caught up I think that I will get more into cooking again. I haven't made a real dinner in a couple of months. I am tired of having to buy ready-made food so that I can eat on the go. I've just been making a ton of muffins lately.
Sarah bought two tofurkeys for our feast. I am oh so excited, this will be my first time in four years having something other than green beans and potatoes for the holiday. I believe that I will be making a vegan pumpkin cheesecake, apple pie muffins, cranberry sauce from scratch, garlic mashed potatoes, and a tastey carmelized onion baguette. yum!

Josh came over today to take care of me, I thought it was very sweet of him. Kegan dropped him off. He took care of me yesterday, too. We got soup twice. The second time wasn't as good, it was a vegetable soup at an asian restaurant. It was good, just boring. I woke up Sunday and coughed up blood, but I had to have some of Sarah's peach/strawberry/mango crumble. That is what I mean about self-control. It hurt, but it tasted so good. I have definitely over eaten today. Crackers, cracker, crackers, soup, oatmeal, juice, grapes.

I am going to finish my paintings. I will post pictures when they are completed.

love love love
dianna


P.S. if ayone has any favourite vegan recipes they would be greatly appreciated.

my freckles make me smile.