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It's been a little shitty for me the last 2 weeks or so.
The night before my birthday, my computer crashed and I did a "system recovery" ... thought I lost my files ... had to visit Best Buy for help, but I'm finally back online (it took me over a week for the whole process), though it's not all back to normal. Still have to call Microsoft for help in reinstalling (or fixing) MS Office.

The morning of my birthday, I got a flat tire (it was pretty much in threads when I pulled into the tire repair shop).

Some of my friends didn't show up to my birthday BBQ that Saturday... I'm still waiting to hear what happened from at least one of them.

Then, a few days later, my BF breaks up with me. We go back and forth for about a week, just to have him break my heart again. WTF!!!! Long story short: he feels I have too high expectations (we've been dating about 2 months), and it's too much for him to handle. He needs time to think what he wants.

Yesterday my daugther and I went to the Puyallup Fair (it's a bit of a 'hick' thing) with my ex-BF. I'm finally able to talk to him and deal with him without feeling too weird about it (it's been about
5 months since the relationship ended). I told him about my current situation. He suggested I give the guy his space. He thinks that chances are he'll come back in a few weeks. (I'm really impatient when it comes to waiting for someone).
Then, he gave me a little boost in my ego when he said I was the 'best' he had... Still, we have different goals, so I don't want to go down that road again, just because I'm lonely.

I'm hoping for a better week ahead.

I decided what I want for my next tattoo. I'm continuing with the kanji symbols done my spine.