..i'm so hungry, it's 6:11pm and all i ate today was a hot pocket on the way to the football game 
, i can feel my stomach churning and starving for food, but i really just don't feel like getting off the couch to make/eat/get food .
Just feeling pretty lonely, even though i know more friends here now than ever, i just feel like a special person to me is drifting away .
..i dunno i guess i'm just not cut out to only be dating a person and not be in a full blown relationship with them while they date other people too, i always feel jealous when i hear her say she's going out or staying the night somewhere other than here..or that she almost never actually invites me to anything....it sucks when you are dating someone and they will react to you, but never reciprocate feelings or much of anything unless it's in response to you.
what really sucks is when you meet a real nice girl, really cool, great to talk with, cute, just all around great person, she's always got a boyfriend, and what really sucks is he's equally as cool.
I'm never going to get involed in any way with anyones relationships again, it just makes a mess, and no matter how truthfull you are someone always gets hurt.
alright, i'm done rambling
"We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone."
-Orson Welles
, i can feel my stomach churning and starving for food, but i really just don't feel like getting off the couch to make/eat/get food .
Just feeling pretty lonely, even though i know more friends here now than ever, i just feel like a special person to me is drifting away .
..i dunno i guess i'm just not cut out to only be dating a person and not be in a full blown relationship with them while they date other people too, i always feel jealous when i hear her say she's going out or staying the night somewhere other than here
..or that she almost never actually invites me to anything....it sucks when you are dating someone and they will react to you, but never reciprocate feelings or much of anything unless it's in response to you.
what really sucks is when you meet a real nice girl, really cool, great to talk with, cute, just all around great person, she's always got a boyfriend, and what really sucks is he's equally as cool.
I'm never going to get involed in any way with anyones relationships again, it just makes a mess, and no matter how truthfull you are someone always gets hurt.
alright, i'm done rambling
"We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone."
-Orson Welles