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merkaba72

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Monday Aug 09, 2004

Aug 9, 2004
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DYING for some fucking INK!!! My goodness!! I look at my right arm and the three tatts I have now and just cringe! I need CLOSURE damn it!! I'm a freaking junky I know but DAMN!! Just the SOUND of the gun gives me chills up and down my spine!! MMMmmmmmmmmmm.....the feel of the needle constantly penetrating my skin as the ink is layed down.......YUMMY!! IS there a better feeling than that? I mean aside form REALLY good sex? wink And even that is pretty close! LOL!

So I'm having kind of an epiphany lately. I am way to angry of a person these days......these months....these YEARS!! I don't know when it all happened but at some point my very spiritual, laid back, and easy going self, transformed into this 30 something angry at the world person. I haven;t picked up a pencil to write some lyrics or dranw ANYTHING not relating to work in way too long. So I am reverting...... digressing....what ever you want to call it. I'm seriously pulling me out again. Breaking the walls, opening up, being mushy if I want to be! Being goofy if I feel goofy and plain out being silly when I want to laugh! biggrin I used to be that guy! I LOVE that guy!! ................and I miss that guy...........

THUS the need for more tattoos!! LOL! wink I was wearing someone elses "Skin" for too long........ I LOVE tattoos!! I LOVE freedom to be who you are! Artistic expression if you will!! BE YOU!! If your not hurting anyone or offending anyone purposefully, then damn it, do what makes you smile!! Right?! Does anyone agree with that anymore?

Anyway, sometimes I just write in here to put thoughts in bold print. It's kind of profane to read rather than think. The point is so much more poinagnt when read. One of the many reasons I love this site. Most people I know think I only joined SG to look at the MANY insanely hot girls on here. As that certainly is a plus, it's not the only reason. I love that feeling of "Home" I get when I have replies to posts from all of you. You understand. We all do. It natural for us to understand because we bond on that level where no one else can. We are a breed apart......so different....so individual and yet so much the same. THAT is why I stay and that is what I love the most about being in this community.

PLUR!!

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lunna:
hehe thanks sweetie and I'm dying for ink too. Take Care!


Lunna
Aug 11, 2004
minibeanie:
When I get my new ink I will be thinking of you..... kiss
Aug 12, 2004

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