mephist0

Yesterday was very bitter sweet. I am still uncertain as to whether I will remember it fondly or not.

One of my closest friends left town for 2 years last night. We spent most of the evening together and she came to my game. Before we parted she told me she has always had feelings for me and as much as she, and I might want to, we couldn't do anything about it before she left.

As trying as it might have been, she was right. It could have been bliss, but it also could have thrown a lot away.

So, is it better that I know there is something could have been but can not be, or to never know? Still pondering this..

On a side note, my once last place team is now in the finals, 2 more wins to the championship.