Yesterday brought tears to my eyes yet again.
The first time was as I was leaving work and had to cross the 4 lane intersection of death. I AM going to get hit by a car there and it really is only a matter of time. People are FLYING through this intersection to get over the bridge and it is all the worse by the lane changes and construction. Plus, I cross this intersection multiple times a day. ANYWAY, I had to sprint across the street and I noticed something. I did not have any heart palpitations or pounding AND I felt GREAT!!!!! Just like when I used to run/jog every morning!! AND I walked up the 4 flights of stairs in the garage and still no palpitations and/or pounding!!! I have not felt this way in YEARS. And this truly brought tears to my eyes as I was driving home.
I also read something yesterday that upset me. And it really shouldn't, but it does. I don't know what to do about it.
The first time was as I was leaving work and had to cross the 4 lane intersection of death. I AM going to get hit by a car there and it really is only a matter of time. People are FLYING through this intersection to get over the bridge and it is all the worse by the lane changes and construction. Plus, I cross this intersection multiple times a day. ANYWAY, I had to sprint across the street and I noticed something. I did not have any heart palpitations or pounding AND I felt GREAT!!!!! Just like when I used to run/jog every morning!! AND I walked up the 4 flights of stairs in the garage and still no palpitations and/or pounding!!! I have not felt this way in YEARS. And this truly brought tears to my eyes as I was driving home.
I also read something yesterday that upset me. And it really shouldn't, but it does. I don't know what to do about it.
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kingskottie:
promise me you will drive safe!!! ok? lord... ugh.
slugworth:
you know, i don't really know you but i read your blog all the time. anyway when i read this i thought of you for some reason.