Yay! Internet back on at Meha's house! Go me! I had been using the neighbors to check my mail. Now I dont have to, I can check it at home!
So things are still kinda shitty here, It seems like I can never catch a friggin break, ya know? AND I had another dental emergency, now another tooth has cracked or something. And this time its WAYYY worse, I am having hellafied headaches. And my dentist wont be in till monday, and then who knows how long it will be till I can get a appointment! Grr.
So here is Meha's big issue: To move or not to move? Do I stay here where I am, live with my mom another year. Get some bills paid off. Stay at my nice coushie job (where I have job security)go to community college here and just keep doing what im doing..... OR
Do I move to mattoon where two of my friends live, go to community college there, find a new job and somewhere to live and just start over?
Im so conflicted. I think I kinda need to just DO IT and move. Its going to be so hard though! But maybe I need to take these kinds of risks while im young, right? The thing really holding me here (besides my mommy of course) Is the fact that I have a AWSOME job, like good pay, good hours, ect. And That I have some debt. I dunno...
What do you think?
So things are still kinda shitty here, It seems like I can never catch a friggin break, ya know? AND I had another dental emergency, now another tooth has cracked or something. And this time its WAYYY worse, I am having hellafied headaches. And my dentist wont be in till monday, and then who knows how long it will be till I can get a appointment! Grr.
So here is Meha's big issue: To move or not to move? Do I stay here where I am, live with my mom another year. Get some bills paid off. Stay at my nice coushie job (where I have job security)go to community college here and just keep doing what im doing..... OR
Do I move to mattoon where two of my friends live, go to community college there, find a new job and somewhere to live and just start over?
Im so conflicted. I think I kinda need to just DO IT and move. Its going to be so hard though! But maybe I need to take these kinds of risks while im young, right? The thing really holding me here (besides my mommy of course) Is the fact that I have a AWSOME job, like good pay, good hours, ect. And That I have some debt. I dunno...
What do you think?