ugh! sorry to hear you sound so sad but thank you for the little flash thingy you sent me since i broke my foot! So many people in the world feel the same way you do....... you just have to find your own way to deal and things are nnnneeeever as bad as they seem! So keep your head up and things always get better. btw.... are you friends with john? is your name matt?
When you have moments like that...you should call me. I'm a good listener.
Also, don't forget your friends. They are a good reason not to end it all. You're not alone, though I understand that it can feel that way. My advice, though you seem to have already found it in your little brother, is to find something that makes your life worthwhile to yourself. Not to anyone else...just to yourself. Do something that will make you feel alive again...and no I don't necessarily mean turning to alcohol or drugs to get a temporary high.
I know how busy you are, but think of things you have to look forward to...
For instance: spring break...it wouldn't be the same without you.
dude, no bottles of booze. just two girls who are sleep deprived and find everything amusing. good times. but fuck that train. seriously. I will never do that again.
So keep your head up and things always get better. btw.... are you friends with john? is your name matt?
trisexual? is that like I'll try anything once?