daniofthedead:
that was amazing. it actually.....made me feel empowered about.....just being me i guess. and how i have compromised so much and did so much and im still here alone.
delusion:
can i brag that i was the friend you wrote it to? can i also brag that i was there at that bar across from that fire?


adolfo is here, i'll respond to your email when i feel less...watched. whatever
delusion:
i responded but its confused and a mess, i don't even know whats going on in my own head right now.


at least adolfo left and alf is playing.

im trying not to think about the beers in the fridge...the last thing i need is more vices to become reliant upon.
fractal:
we.rule.
bridgetwnpeddler:
it took me to about the age of 27/28 to learn to stop denying my gut feelings.. they always turn out to be true..

now I ride that feeling and it never fails me.
papercut:
Hi...
after reading your thing about relationships....
I dont think its just women....its across the board.
And I think the reason it happens is b/c for some of us, our HOPE is bigger than our rational.
brookelynne:
kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
love is blind and like most things
so intoxicating it numbs the senses
this is why strong women
(I like to think I am one)
do sometimes
concede to
self depriciating behaviors
like dead end relationships
and I agree wholeheartedly with
what you and Fractal decided
you are beautfiful
and merci
for the birthday wishes kiss
letigre:
that was very well put. makes me think to myself.
onisean:
nicely done. words to live by
beedlebaum:
Thanks for the MS 411...people crack me up a LOT on here.

Journal entry-too true...you always look back and say "what the fuck, if had gotten out, maybe i would have had a good summer!"



rumpusparable:
random wander-by comment:

like the hair, looks really cute on you!
moralitydies:
grrrrr..... middle skool mad

they actualy booted me for what i said.
delusion:
email awaits.



don't think less of me for it. frown
pale_blue_eyes:
GET OFF YOUR FUCKING PHONE~~

ps. this is another journal hijacking. guess who.
pale_blue_eyes:
come to fractals house RIGHT NOW
delusion:
you around?
delusion:
i'm not drunk but ditto.


get my email?
fractal:
do I have to punch him in the neck?
vielus:
any beach action this weekend?
pb:
its times like these when i wish i wish i'd have taken that pic of the orange salamander, just so i could send it to you again and know you'd smile.


-pb mad
scarydoll:
There is alot of wisdom in this journal entry. smile
eli:
HOLY FUCK DO I EVER LOVE YOU 2 love love
delusion:
i'm here. but im a mess.
delusion:
short, fucked up email
russula:
Honesty=Alone