Sorry to hear this... I'm going through relational hell myself and it truly sucks to not know where you're going or what the hell you're doing. Not knowing fucking blows...

hi its julie, excuse the pbeness of my membername. my comp is broken and i am going insane. i found out im still clinging to a high c in 120 so im ok for now i just have to try a lot harder. i will request a tutorial over coffee near final time if you dont mind. ill buy, you teach.

oh, to never be alone and always be lonely. this was the mantra of my last 4 years, it hurts my heart to hear (read?) you feel that way. you are of a rare breed though, dear, and i can hardly imagine that anyone could entertain your intellect all of the time. if you ever need a change of scenery, or a change of faces...call me, i dont even have a tv.

i'm to bleary and wishing i remained asleep to say anything clever at the moment (0630am).

i'll try again from work today post-soy coffee.

here's a kitty until then



-pb

Knowing what you're doing is over-rated. If it feels right, go with it. If it feels wrong, try to give it a break.

that's no good. I've wondered things like that on several occasions.


Have a good weekend!

you know, I actually agree with mobprod's post. Sometimes, it's better to not have a clue what you are doing as long as it feels right in your heart. If it doesn't feel right inside, then that's when you need to step back and reassess the situation.

judging by your "my boys bike accident" pictures, I would say there's so much love there... but not only love gives you happyness...

I'm also in that kind of dilema.
Is sad, but knowing things are that way is a big step.
Keep calm.

i'm several guinness into the evening now and ready to tell you my fav...


-pb

That sucks to hear any time. Hope you figure it all out.

In other news the pics in your Comix folder are amazingly cool. Really.

Blah...sometimes relationships just suck. when you don't have one it's all you think about then you get one and it's nothing but confusion. Hope things work out.

Having been in the same relationship 20 years now, all I can say is that there are cycles of distance and closeness. Its natural- like tidal ebbs and flows or maybe more like seasons. Or maybe equalibrium and disequalibrium. The main difficulty is the unpredictability of the cycles. You do have to talk though. Being the quiet one, I've finally learned that. Best wishes to you.

your comix project is amazing! i love it! is that still in progress? I want to see more!

peace
Micah