the future she's a coming. I'm trying to get prepared. I spent most of my life avoiding it then one day or more like one month shit changed I've been with laura for almost 5 years now. at first I thought this was my reward for taking the time to really figure myself out and I still think she is my reward but this is also work not just work stressful work.
ok so we are getting married in February. that part is easy. We've been living in the same place almost the entire time we have been together so we have to get out but she's been my sugar mama while I go to school so we can't really afford that shit until I am done in december. but we might want to leave this damn state maybe grad school?, buy a house?, and in a few years we will be talking about having kids. I can't think about al of this at once. individually none of them scare me it's the group that freaks me out. we still have some travelling to do, we don't want to settle down in arizona. I got to get my shit together some sort of order of operations. sorry I am super tired ... this makes no sense.
ok so we are getting married in February. that part is easy. We've been living in the same place almost the entire time we have been together so we have to get out but she's been my sugar mama while I go to school so we can't really afford that shit until I am done in december. but we might want to leave this damn state maybe grad school?, buy a house?, and in a few years we will be talking about having kids. I can't think about al of this at once. individually none of them scare me it's the group that freaks me out. we still have some travelling to do, we don't want to settle down in arizona. I got to get my shit together some sort of order of operations. sorry I am super tired ... this makes no sense.