I think you and I would get along very, very well.
I'm hurting sweetheart. I am so sorry that you are as well, and whoever told you your emotions are over the top has no fucking clue.
"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and all science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed."
I know it's not "cool" or "manly", but I am much the same way, and you are right, most people have no idea why we are like this. I don't care why, I just am. Big hug
Man, we would make such best friends. Wish you lived around here. I dont have any friends near me anymore. My two close ones moved away. Anyway, I fucking hear ya on your blog - I hate when people try to stir up drama for no damn reason except their bored... My dad does it all the time. Every day he calls to preach at me about quitting rehab among many other things , bitching about my fiance, us not having jobs, fucking up my life, my credit card debt, ANYTHING. I dunno who is causing you probs but my heart goes out to you. *hug*
I'm hurting sweetheart. I am so sorry that you are as well, and whoever told you your emotions are over the top has no fucking clue.