I think when "adults"-parents, relatives, or just in general people we think of as adults, even when we are adults ourselves, when they do something inappropriate it is just very upsetting. Becuase although we are adults, we still view them as our seniors.

I think that you have taken some steps to take your life back and as you continue to take your life back bit by bit, you will feel more in control, and less depressed.

first you changed your number, and changed that uncomfortable situation, next you will finish your paper, which is another step into taking something stressful off your plate.

Just take it one step at a time and know that you will get your life back, it belongs to you.

I'm sorry you're feeling this way. It's an awful way to feel.

never consider either one....disturbing about the ex and fucking ridiculously scary about the mum...
i know exactly what you mean about the look, sex appeal, the feeling it gives one. i sometimes feel the same way. you are a grand person, when i met you i felt a good positive vibe and right now this feeling, don't let it take over. there will always be jerks who make us feel less of ourselves or that we are only good for the physical. if one doesn't take the time to get to know how great of a person you are then why care of what they think of you, right? don't allow the ignorance and disturbing-ness affect you...

yay for finishing the paper!

If the people around you are not treating you the way you deserve, fire them and get new ones! You shouldn't have to waste time and precious energy feeling like less than what you are.