maggot89

work just got interesting, my supervisor was just arrested/fired for stealing from the station. Now we're down to 3 people working at the gas station, that is literally as low as we can go for employees. So now I have to work everyday for the foreseeable future....fuck.

Because of this work shit, I get to miss seeing Pearl Jam this Sunday...FUCK!!!

Anyway, aside from that life is getting really fucking boring.

I never know what to write about in these blogs and shit. I do nothing but work and play video games. The only thing I think of is how fucking lonely I am. I don't want to sound like a whiny, self absorbed, douche-bag but it's true. I have no way of meeting girls aside from online dating and at work.

I have an account on OkCupid and Plenty Of Fish but I am still unable to even message girls on there. I know I'm fine when I'm in a relationship, I just can't figure out a way to "break the ice". I have no self confidence and I know it, but I don't know how to gain confidence (other than with alcohol ). There's probably more I wanted to say, but I can't remember what at the moment...

This blog is probably a huge downer, but I had to get this off my chest.

On a lighter note, I am obsessed with Doctor Who ....


Allons-y!!!