madison

wasteland nightclub benefit show tonight!

honestly a bit nervous
i'm not confident in my boobies sound silly as an sg?
pictures aren't a problem....parading in a scandelous outfit, not a problem...

it's a crowd of lots of people witnessing them live that kinda crinkles my belly.
i don't know the competition or how my barbells will look....



insecurities creeping
oh man...

i'm totally going to know some of these people from around town too! like customers...other stores...oh man

::be confident..be confident::

i want to give all the gold skullies and stars and extra props to the girls on tour for our wonderful burlesque viewing...
you are awesomely strong girls and i'm looking towards all you girls for inspiration tonight and many other nights.

on another note:

"hands bound and on your knees::
cut out your eyes so you can't see::
break your legs so you can't leave::
slit your throat so you can't breath::
who the fuck is tapping me!::
woke me up::fucked up my dream!!!"
yeah....
he says "hi!"