blah headache as usual 
anyway...the weather is wonderful today and i am off. how often does that happen? i might do something useful today. costume shopping with monkeytail for sure. i am going to be Marla Singer for halloween. couldn't think of anything else.
i got inventory done at work and we were only short $108. i thought it was awesome and the best out of all the stores in the area.
Vashu took me to see the forgotten the other night. i thought it was ok. we then kept pretending to be take up in the sky. i want to go see saw this weekend, prolly sunday, who is coming with me?
on a sad note i need to put one of my rats to sleep. actually both of them. butch has a really bad tumor that isn't near anything vital but is big enough now that she doesn't want to move around too much. brownie has about 4 small tumors in various places. butch is my main concern. i want to take her and put her to sleep today but i read about what they do and it doesn't sound any better. i want to be there too and if i see something traumatic done to my rat then i will punch the vet's assitant. not to mention they want to charge a crap load for it. so i don't know what to do for her.
since brownie is still in ok condition i was thinking about letting her go behind they house in a field/woods area and letting her live natural. i would leave food out back but i am pretty certain her instincts will take over and she will survive as long as she can. that way if she is killed or eaten, it would be natural and i wouldn't feel horrible about it. it may sound insensitive but i don't want her to die in a cage with tumors or be taken to the vet only to be stabbed in the heart with a needle.
dammit
any suggestions?
anyway...the weather is wonderful today and i am off. how often does that happen? i might do something useful today. costume shopping with monkeytail for sure. i am going to be Marla Singer for halloween. couldn't think of anything else.
i got inventory done at work and we were only short $108. i thought it was awesome and the best out of all the stores in the area.
Vashu took me to see the forgotten the other night. i thought it was ok. we then kept pretending to be take up in the sky. i want to go see saw this weekend, prolly sunday, who is coming with me?
on a sad note i need to put one of my rats to sleep. actually both of them. butch has a really bad tumor that isn't near anything vital but is big enough now that she doesn't want to move around too much. brownie has about 4 small tumors in various places. butch is my main concern. i want to take her and put her to sleep today but i read about what they do and it doesn't sound any better. i want to be there too and if i see something traumatic done to my rat then i will punch the vet's assitant. not to mention they want to charge a crap load for it. so i don't know what to do for her.
since brownie is still in ok condition i was thinking about letting her go behind they house in a field/woods area and letting her live natural. i would leave food out back but i am pretty certain her instincts will take over and she will survive as long as she can. that way if she is killed or eaten, it would be natural and i wouldn't feel horrible about it. it may sound insensitive but i don't want her to die in a cage with tumors or be taken to the vet only to be stabbed in the heart with a needle.
dammit
any suggestions?
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thats soo sad