i've made a point to see you .. you're neither fat nor ugly. i know my saying that doesn't change a thing in your mind, but you at least deserve to hear it.

love your floyd syd and rog nods...im a total foodie....100% cross adicted to the bone. i feel you.

quitting meds is rarely a good idea. I know this first hand.

i wish i could come visit you and give you a hug...
but alas.

i personal have always sucked at taking my meds, but still i highly suggest geeting back on them darling, or maybe even different ones.

and stop hanging round stupid boys who convince you to stop taking you meds!

my poor m0use *massive hugs* i know i can't really do much to help, i barely know you, but you have such a wonderful personality & interests, and you seem so intelligent, i wish i could make you feel better. like the others said, stay on your meds! i've tried to stop taking mine (paxil & welbutrin) because i felt like they weren't doing anything for me anymore, but getting off them left me feeling HORRIBLE!! please, please don't do anything permanent to hurt yourself, there is always something to live for, to make life bearable and sometimes even fun, but you may have to do some digging and soul-searching. i wish i could do more...feel free to email me if you want. keep your head above water