luamour

Ouch, this week has been rough. I sometimes revel in the fact that I'm a complete train wreck. One that can be found dancing drunk alone in her apartment at 1am on a Wednesday night just to forget about everything else. One that ends up laying down on the floor with her pup and staring off into space for a long while, trying to block out certain images after the alcohol and music fail to do their job.

Yeah, I'm a wreck some of these nights. I'm not always an emotional bundle of fun, last weekend just really rocked me over hard.

It gets lonely, living this single college kid life. It gets lonely, watching the boy that yelled at you and told you that you make them miserable every moment they were with you, as he wanders off in a different direction and you know he will never come back around or keep the promise of friendship. Is it so hard to ask somebody to stay true to their word? Apparently it is, could you forgive me for that?

I've managed to kill four out of five plants. Not good. Normally I don't have a problem with caring for plants. My cat did chew all the leaves off of one...bitch. She also knocked over one of my fish bowls and broke a chunk off of it. Luckily it got caught between the wall and entertainment center, so the fish was okay, just stressed out. *sigh*

Tonight will be spent in Design, drawing away for way too long. Then making my way back home to curl up alone on the couch. All I really want is somebody to lay down with and watch movies all night, with beer in hand. All I want is to have a best friend again.

Okay, I'm done being depressing. I've just had a rough day. My apologies. <3
Picture? <3


I would really like to see Bright Eyes in concert. Although I fear I may jump on stage and attempt to molest the poor kid. XD