i like holidays/vacations/being away from home because it's when i reevaluate myself. i think of all the things i enjoy, all the things i want to be doing, all the things i will be doing, all the things i want to change, how important my family and friends are to me. it makes me really thankful for everything i have which makes me want to live an even fuller life.
it also makes me want to write like i used to.
today 2 of my cousins, my brother, & i broke away from the crowd & made a 5 minute monster flick. that's one thing i love about my family (or at least my immediate family). we have always enjoyed creating things together. when we were little, during thanksgiving and christmas and easter, etc, we used to hide out from the adults all day while they were gossiping and plan performances we would give them after dinner. we would coreograph dances, write skits, compose songs, put up curtains, pick out costumes and music, and rehearse until the grown-ups were content and full enough to sit through our daring theatrical escapades. it's sad how those things kind of fade away when you are older.
alllso, it's too bad we don't do alcohol for the holidays. thanks, relatives who are alcoholics. i actually think there is some box wine in grandma's other fridge. i just don't want to have to swim through the people in order to get it. mandatory small talk irritates the shit out of me
anyway
it's playstation time with my bro
happy thanksgiving
it also makes me want to write like i used to.
today 2 of my cousins, my brother, & i broke away from the crowd & made a 5 minute monster flick. that's one thing i love about my family (or at least my immediate family). we have always enjoyed creating things together. when we were little, during thanksgiving and christmas and easter, etc, we used to hide out from the adults all day while they were gossiping and plan performances we would give them after dinner. we would coreograph dances, write skits, compose songs, put up curtains, pick out costumes and music, and rehearse until the grown-ups were content and full enough to sit through our daring theatrical escapades. it's sad how those things kind of fade away when you are older.
alllso, it's too bad we don't do alcohol for the holidays. thanks, relatives who are alcoholics. i actually think there is some box wine in grandma's other fridge. i just don't want to have to swim through the people in order to get it. mandatory small talk irritates the shit out of me
anyway
it's playstation time with my bro
happy thanksgiving
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my problem was that i had watched coffee and ciggs, played half-life(that involved telsa) watched jurassic park and payed special attention to the character Ian and choas theory,
and played with one of those low wattage spherical telsa coils in the matter of a few days.
it sparked my interest even more about how humans are similar to telsa in that they are electrified and organized atoms that are semi-predictable and unrelenting in their quest to connect with each other.