today was weird. i woke up on the wrong side of the bed...after doing a lot of research last night, followed by a lot of bad dreams. i read a lot about different mental disorders & a lot seemed to fit me & that scares me. i know i need to see a shrink, but i don't know when i'll be able to afford it. i told my husband that me & him have too many mental problems to be together anymore, so he's moving to the beach this weekend & i'm staying in gordo for a while. the divorce will go through sometime this week & i hope i feel free & happy, but with me, you never know...seriously folks, you should see the long-ass list i made last night of all the symptoms that i have (physically & mentally)...both short & long-term symptoms that make me quite the fucked up individual, but i guess that is one thing people like about me? or maybe it's what they hate...
i wish you luck