I know how you feel. When depression starts to mount it feels like quicksand. Keep your head up.

Awww Im so sorry girl, i totally understand the depression part, especially when your feeling so alone. I dont know what kind of things help you, but when i start feeling that way i try to do a little pick me up. Make your favorite food, get coffee (at least that cheers me up), maybe chai tea?! Favorite book or movie...i wish we lived closer n id come over n we'd have a boyhaters night! Somtimes life seems really rough, but just remember its part of the journey... it'll get better soon If you need to vent you can always message me

sounds like a real champ.

Thanks both of you I'm sure me drinking wine right now isn't such a great idea, but I'm drinking very slowly! I've been invited to hang out with some of my sister's friends but I have no desire to be around people. I started trying to read some of my favorite books and couldn't even focus...I might try again in a bit. Harry Potter always seems to help me