yeah, going vegan so far has been really hard-- not because I crave stuff but because of the area I live in. Not a very vegan (or even vegitarian) state, unless all you want to eat is rabbit food. Summer time is easier because I can grow more veggies than the stores offer.
Eh, don't feel lazy!!! You're doing what you can, and that's what truly matters. Don't push too hard, or you might end up in worse condition than you already are.
*punch*