I am a big bad bully. I want to resolve the issues between myself and the one I love, just can't let it go. He (all of them, technically) wants to avoid me and pretend it just will complicate what is already difficult...oh, the horror. Going to be alone on Valentine (again), even when I am in a relationship I'm alone on that day, come to think of it...Oh well. I stand stronger with them anyways or so I think. Next day off will head over the tech school and look for better options. My friend Lisa is right. Hell they and y'all been right. I need thicker skin and put myself first. I promised I would make myself happier for my next thirty years...a couple of months delayed that is all.
Sup motherfucker.