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I know I haven't updated in a while - mostly because I've been busy + stressed about school and the acting project I'm in right now. But today I had a really fucked up experience and felt I needed to share it with all you lovely suicidefans.

I was walking downtown on the way to my rehearsal, and I walked past a scruffy looking street punk girl with what looked like all of her belongings strapped to a large hiking pack on her back. She looked at my SG hoodie and said, "you're not a suicidegirl are you?"
I replied, "yes, actually I am" and she proceeded to fucking FLIP OUT!
"NO YOU ARE NOT, BITCH! MY EXGIRLFRIEND IS SIX AND YOU ARE NOT A SUICIDEGIRL!"
My response was to say, "uh, whatever," and keep walking since A) I don't give a shit if she thinks I'm a suicidegirl or not, and B) I also don't give a shit who she did or did not date. And like her dating anyone would make her such an authority on the site.
As I'm walking away from her she yells at me, "well they've obviously lowered their standards!"
I'm sure there are a million good comebacks to a line like that, but I was so shocked and pissed that all I could manage was, "yeah? Well FUCK YOU!" Brilliant, I know.

Anyway her comment bugged me more than I know it should have and I've been in a pissy mood all day.

I promise my next update will be happier and full of fluffy bunnies or something...I did get new shoes today for the PROM, so that's something good!