loismustdie

goddamn fucking aol! i'm glad i'm not paying for you, cause if i were... oh my god!!!
i think i came really close to having a nervous breakdown yesterday... real damn close... and that's all i'm gonna say about that...

lunch at braum's today and then to c.d. warehouse... i am so fucking broke that it kills me!

talked to the payless manager again today... she STILL after 2 fucking months has not finished doing interviews... how slow can you fucking be? tomorrow, i'm gonna start calling other places and see if anyone else is hiring in case this shit drags out for my remaining 2 months in this shit state...

talking to all my tennessee friends on here is making me beyond homesick... i really didn't think i would get this way... i thought i could handle this, but nothing has gone my way since i moved out here and i've had it... and i'm sick of being offered shit for pay when i jobhunt... the cost of living is supposed to be SO MUCH LOWER here which is why you get paid nothing... MY FUCKING ASS IT IS!!! i have never seen an electric bill as high as some of the ones we had and it wasn't even very cold this winter!!! bullshit!

still waiting to find out if my b.f. is coming out... she left me a message on livejournal asking for my address and saying she would try to call me... i really hope she can... i need some fucking entertainment...

someone come rescue me please!!!!!

much love