Don't beat yourself up. They say that the first step to getting better is to recognize the problem. It looks like you're there.

You'll be ok just take it one day at a time.

Play chess if you need to over analyze something.
At least ya know that you are doing it.

I'm thrilled that the worst seems to be behind you. I had a pretty emotional day, as my meeting with the person I was supposed to see tomorrow was abruptly cancelled through an email i received yesterday morning.

It was obvious that she wanted to cut ties with each other. It left me confused, angry and hurt. Based on how we were getting along and all the things we had in common, I'm totally baffled.

I'm going out later, but not until about 6:30 my time. The same goes for tomorrow. I'd love to talk if possible.